Soon

He wrote me a love letter, and in a public forum at that. Of course unless you know the particulars of the situation and/or how his mind works, you probably wouldn’t know what he was talking about. But I recognized what it was… a love letter. The promise of even better things to come. I loved it of course…

At the same time I’m a little anxious. His newly started profile on one of those networking websites says he’s there for ‘friendship, dating and serious relationships’. I shouldn’t overreact, it may not mean anything, but of course it could also mean that I’m not someone he considers serious… in spite of the love letter and recent slips of the tongue that would indicate otherwise.

I’m becoming such a girl. It’s really rather annoying. I have the classical cliché insecurities. I can’t wait to spend two whole weeks with him. Falling asleep together, waking up together, walking around Paris, driving down south. Hopefully spending some real time together will dispell some of my insecurities. Only 6 more days to go…